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I really dunno what to say. Saat ini, gua baru balik dari rumah, setelah 7 bulan ga pulang sejak libur corona, dan hanya di rumah 4 hari aja. Padahal, dikosan pun gaada kegiatan yg mendesak banget, magang pun belum jelas mulainya kapan. But somehow, gua ngerasa harus hidup sendiri, belajar ngatur hidup gua lagi. Sampe kapan gua dari bangun ampe tidur harus di gerakin sama ortu? Gimana bisa kehidupan gua dikosan sama di rumah beda? Gua masih mau belajar, bikin timeline buat hidup harian gua, punya pola hidup yg teratur sendiri, that's how i define hidup mandiri. Many mistakes i've done for this past 3 years, and i feel sooooooo fckn bad. I really dunno what to say, mungkin agak private untuk di share, but i don't really care. I've got to replan my next projects, i've got to try harder to get the better version of me.
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